January 21st, 2013

sad, depressed, blue

Going back to bed.

I have made a number of phone calls despite phone anxiety, left the house with Smudge in a taxi, dealt with having Smudge euthanised in the same room at the vets where my childhood dog was euthanised and just spoken to my mum on the phone about it (see phone anxiety which is probably all the more increased as of today).

I have not eaten. I have not taken meds or done my jab. I cannot face food. I have a splitting headache. Pixel is on my lap trying to make me feel better. I can't face life right now.
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Smudge

"PayPal: 'Aggressive changes' coming to frozen funds policy - Jan. 21, 2013"

I hope so because they need me to fax something to them (fax?! in the 21st century?!) to enable me to transfer your amazing donations to the bank so that we can pay Smudge's euthanasia bill. Those wonderful donations (knitters and my LJReaders are wonderful people) will almost cover the whole thing and so thank you all agaon.

PayPal: 'Aggressive changes' coming to frozen funds policy - Jan. 21, 2013
science

Discovery of elusive 'quadruple helix' in our DNA could lead to new drugs to fight cancer | Mail Onl

"Structure only seen in test tubes found in human cancer cells"

I have never personally found a test tube in a human cancer cell and I had not read any research about that before. Stay classy Daily Mail editors. Stay classy.

Discovery of elusive 'quadruple helix' in our DNA could lead to new drugs to fight cancer | Mail Online