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Going back to bed.

I have made a number of phone calls despite phone anxiety, left the house with Smudge in a taxi, dealt with having Smudge euthanised in the same room at the vets where my childhood dog was euthanised and just spoken to my mum on the phone about it (see phone anxiety which is probably all the more increased as of today).

I have not eaten. I have not taken meds or done my jab. I cannot face food. I have a splitting headache. Pixel is on my lap trying to make me feel better. I can't face life right now.

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rix_scaedu
Jan. 21st, 2013 03:54 pm (UTC)
It sounds like a reasonable reaction. *hug*
natf
Jan. 22nd, 2013 12:00 am (UTC)
Thank you.
brightlotusmoon
Jan. 21st, 2013 09:40 pm (UTC)
Oh, darling.

I know I don't comment much. I apologize.

But this, I know this well. Had to do it three times in one year. It essentially broke me. And I want to wrap my arms around you.

As the days pass, try to get some yoghurt in you. Preferably drinkable kefir. Easier than chewing. It's what I do when my appetite vanishes.

I am so sorrowful for your loss. (that's what "I'm sorry" means in the literal sense when applied as comfort. But it is misconstrued as "I apologize for your loss" which isn't right. And I am sorrowful.)
natf
Jan. 22nd, 2013 12:02 am (UTC)
Thank you. I cannot eat dairy but have actually managed to eat quite well, in the end. I am actually having to avoid too much comfort eating.
canyoncat
Jan. 21st, 2013 11:43 pm (UTC)
Oh, I am so sorry Natalie! I know all too well how difficult that is. *BIG HUGS*
natf
Jan. 22nd, 2013 12:02 am (UTC)
Thank you Bob.
tfcocs
Jan. 22nd, 2013 02:42 am (UTC)
I can relate, alas. I am sending you warm thoughts!
natf
Jan. 22nd, 2013 01:48 pm (UTC)
Thank you.
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