Pixel is really concerned about me which just makes me cry more.
Hubby will be in London working all day tomorrow and I cannot drove (let alone I don't have a car) but Smudge has not eaten all day and is fading away.
I don't want her to suffer another day needlessly but I have no way to get her to the vet.
[rant] The NHS will pay to treat the health and illnesses of thousands of kids born to people that cannot afford to feed them let alone keep them heathy but will not pay to look after the health of my kids because they are not human kids.[/rant]
All I can do is hope that she dies in her sleep tonight. Then we would have to work out where to bury her because we do not have a garden.