I was alone.
I was complete and content.
I had realised that I didn't need anything
To be me and happy
And it worked for a while.
No more.
I am not enough any more,
But now I know what is.
There are a few things that bother me.
Am I belittled by need?
Does a return to insecurity
Necessarily mean that?
Will I get hurt?
Because that scares me.
Do I regret?
No.
The good outweighs the bad.
Will I always be insecure
If I need?
Will I always need?
It hurts that what feels so strong now
Could fade.
Could it?
I am not sure I believe it could.
If it did, could I be happy alone?
Probably, in time, but do I want that?
Rejection.
That bothers me too;
And could I be happy alone after that?
I suppose I have before.
But have I been here before?
