I am dreading tomorrow
- Sep. 16th, 2008 at 12:39 AM
I have to have a sigmoidoscopy (of the flexible vareity). My guts are all over the place from stress and dread and I doubt I will sleep much tonight...
ETA: I forgot to add, hubby has taken the day off work to take me and be with me - which I really appreciate!
ETA: I forgot to add, hubby has taken the day off work to take me and be with me - which I really appreciate!
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